Sunday, May 18, 2008

Today Was..

Quite interesting. Being a Saturday, it was relatively busy, but not as busy like Sundays, or Public Holidays.

But today, I met up with my ex-merepek.on.MSN buddy, Samantha PingPongPiang. I'm quite happy because I think by meeting someone like her, I noticed that I changed quite a bit. Usually, I'd be quiet when I meet up with someone, take probably a few hours to unwind.

But I guess through the people I've met, through work, thoughts and experiences in my life, I guess I can open myself up very well, and communicate a lot more better to others?

I just need to get my socialisable self back, I guess?

Oh my. How's that even possible? Lol.

And today, was rather interesting. I opened myself up, and realised some bits and pieces of myself a little bit better.

I'm nearly complete. All by myself :)

It's a great feeling. Although having someone by the sides of others, to push and to love, is an unexplainable feeling. But I think I've reached a point where I don't need to be pushed, and to be loved?

Just that I'm happy being surrounded by wonderful people, and a wonderful environment (minus the haze in Malaysia) to live in.

Thinking back, I remembered that my ex-gf texted me all the way from China to tell me that she was happy that I finally found love; after a month-ish. But honestly speaking, I think I've found the love that I've never had.

The love that I've neglected through being humble, and degrading myself.

The most important thing that we should go through, before even loving others. And that is to love, appreciate and accept ourselves for who we are.







And with that said, I'm strong enough to stand on my own two feet. And remember, an entertainer, or musician, is nothing when s/he has no fans to support him.

So friends, thanks for being there for me - personally and musically, and thanks for being yourselves as you all are distinctive in your own unique ways :)

I hope you experience a better and brighter joyful day tomorrow!







And for those who annoyed me so far - You all will die soon because..your egos are just as big as the universe :)

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