Thursday, March 25, 2010



I never scored that low for anything in my life.

Guess I underestimated that stupid subject.

Moreover, I realised I don't understand half of whatever they're usually talking about in class.

What utter demotivation.


Personal Note.

I would've used my iPod, but I was too lazy to reach into my bag to get it and type all of this into its Notes application.

Plus with my cover, it's not finger-friendly as well.


  • Research on upcoming Management assignment (Essay)
  • Research on upcoming Prices and Profits assignment (Essay)
  • Download all Econometrics workshops available and (at least try) attempt to do it - preparation for quiz.
  • Prepare assignments and quiz materials for Banking and Financial Institutions.
  • Clear up the house.
  • Prepare all possible materials to survive without the internet (and find out methods on where to go online to leech and use certain connections for certain MyLO preparations)
  • Play the guitar.
  • And Guitar Hero: Van Halen
  • And do assignments with the company KISS - Rock and Roll All Nite so I can rock my the hell out of my assignments and make it just damned awesome.

I said a bang, bang bangity bang. I said a bang bang bangity bang.

And my sinus is attacking me in the library. Hello, that's against all sort of rules of nature.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The Faint Feeling.

Negativity is never a good thing. Especially when you want to get things going according to your plan.

Sadly, nothing works that way.

These days, attending classes, I've already learnt on how to adapt to his place, but the saddest thing is that I've lost interest, and sometimes, I do feel like giving up.

It's not my fault. The lecturers I get are just.. doesn't deliver their messages clear enough.

As much as I want to give up, but being myself, I won't let down until I've put up a good fight.

Hopefully, I don't fail anything.

I'm just afraid.

*Listens to Sergei Mantis - Sea Breeze

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Bonnie Babes Day in the Park .

Heroes 4 Kids participated in this event, so when there's a Storm Trooper..

Yours truly just HAS to be there!

Click on any of the above to check them out at higher resolution to really see what's going on..!

Rest of the pictures should be uploaded on the Heroes 4 Kids FaceBook fan page, or on my Facebook page as well. Check it!

PS. Mine's not up till tomorrow.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

A Random Tune.

Taken off his 2008 album, Silence Followed by a Deafening Roar

He and Billy Sheehan were pretty dead crazy people, and they really have odd ideas, and same goes for their album (covers). But very serious playing going on.

And the funniest bit is that, I'm starting to identify the notes and stuff they use. It's crisp clear to..really identify it.. Heh!

But I really wish that my playing would improve..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Original price @ $79.90.

But due to a sale AFTER a sale, which was $49.90,

I got this pair of shoes for $25 because the soles for my favourite Clarks shoes were just dying on me..

Also, I had problems looking for my size back in Malaysia because.. They just don't have it. Size 11 till 13s are hard to find.

I couldn't grab my hands on a decent 11 here in Tasmania because, everybody's just supersized compared to Malaysians. LOL

So I'm facing 2 different problems in 2 different countries. Awesome!

Still comfy!


Special thanks to Jocelyn Shinoda for stuffing the advertisement in my face at her workplace yesterday :)

PS. Latest addition to my music library:

Billy Sheehan - Holy Cow!
Dream Theater - Chaos in Motion DVD, Black Clouds and Silver Linings.
Guns n Roses 1987 - 1999 Albums.
Jimi Hendrix - Valleys of Neptune (!!!!)
John Mayer - Continuum
KISS - The Very Best of KISS (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Paul Gilbert - Silence followed by a deafening roar

AND MANY MORE......................!!!

I love it when I gotta blow my brother's bandwidth.. WITH permission! LOL

Monday, March 15, 2010


Today, I happily got up without procrastinating to get to university. Usually, I'd be tossing and turning in bed and shit. I even cut out on my throne session this morning, made my way to the bus station earlier than any other day, and made my way to university.

When I got here, all might and all awesomeness happened.

I remembered that the 10am class were to be my future housemate's tutorial time. For the same subject, but at different places and different times.

Mine's at 11pm, by the way.

So I've been here since 9.30am. Awesome.


And I tried asking for a spot in this local coffee house; Red Bean. The only thing that scares me would be that the baristas here know the actual Art of Espresso. I don't, because it wasn't part of Starbucks procedures to .. do them arts.

On another note, I hope that the email gets through. At least it'll kill some time around here as I'm doing my uni studies. Bleh. And I think I should've just submitted a hardcopy of the resume instead of a softcopy. You never know how things might work faster, right?

And here's something I'm hooked onto.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Bringing Back The Past.

We all know SquareEnix, right?

Of course we do. The ones that made Final Fantasy VII, VIII, IX, X ..

No wait a minute.

Then what does this logo mean

'Tis SquareSoft. The company that was responsible for the few games I've stated above before they changed to SquareEnix.

And on the PSX, there was a game that went on trial to support voice-acting during in-gameplay conversations.

Of course, we also had Hideo Kojima with Metal Gear Solid 1.

I could not resist this, so.. Check my latest addition!

Brings back good memories..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Trying It Out.

Greetings from the University of Tasmania in Sandy Bay campus!

I'm just meddling around with the possibilities of these computers and how they really work on campus.

All I can say is..

.. A lot better than college.

I'm pretty much dead sleepy, and just over-tensed about that stupid quiz coming up.

Not so awesome, but hell, I'll just get thigns out right in a bit.



Monday, March 8, 2010

International Women's Day.


I just found out that today is International Women's Day.

And I have a confession to make.

I am a low-lifed prick who knows nothing but to be stubborn and to think only for himself. I do respect women, and that was what I used to think. But after tonight, I am as wrong as how a dodo-bird should be.

A bird that has long beaks, but eats vegetables. A bird that has long legs, but does not use it to fish for fishes like flamingoes. A bird that has wings, but just doesn't fly. In every way that it was wrong, I am as wrong as how it be extinct.

There were so many people in my life that tells me that I would be either a great, nice or whatever it is person. For me to state that is true, I would be bloody smug. But here's a newsflash.

I'm not.

I'm just another prick in the world who can be labelled as "just another guy". Even if I'm not pervertic like majority of the men in the world, I have no proof to state that I'm not.

Happy International Women's Day. Don't meet someone like me. I'd break your heart like every other unloyal men out there.

For those who're feeling in the blues, today's your day. After all..

.. The best is yet to come.


I finished Metal Gear Solid 4 a month ago.

And I finished Metal Gear Solid about 3 days.

And I just finished it again yesterday.

.. And I'm going to start it again soon.


Thursday, March 4, 2010


Currently Listening: Harry Gregson Williams - The Best Is Yet To Come

I just think that this is pretty awesome. For some of you, might already know who this person is. For those who doesn't, he also did some (I think, or possibility, all) tracks in the Chronicles of Narnia. The only thing I was aware of, is him doing the production for that song, titled "Where".

On a sense, I think he could have picked out the vocal melodies.

I have absolutely no idea, but I was just looking, and browsing around..

It is kind of sad how people change. How the people I once knew, and how'd they turn out to be.

As per "No to pre-martial sex", applied the same to "I hate smokers" when they ended up smoking just a few years ago.

It's a major shake up for some of us, when had faith, and how we watched them grow. Although elder, or younger, or non-blood related, the point is, you knew how that person once was before.

You don't blame a person for being contented with their lives, anyway.

Plus, enough with the whole "they've changed" bit. I've changed myself, without knowing.

The sigh, where nobody responds to.
Back to the island where it all started.
It looks the same, with more ghosts.
Of sceneries, of memories, of death.

Live by the gun, and the words.
By motivation, of something subtle.
Meanings that expresses itself more that imagination.
Like the church, as a temple for someone greater.

The harsh blizzard, when the wolfdogs come.
Either you do, or you do not.
Either way, one dies, and one lives.
The decision is completely common.

To the seas, where it all began.
Where the final flow shall be.
The blazing sun, the warm rays.
The scent of life, as a whole.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010


I thought I'd be okay.

But 1 year 1, 1 year 2 and 2 year 3 subjects are just insane.

Guess I was wrong.

On a side note, this theme I have playing through Reason keeps my chin up. I hope to finish this as well.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Pretty Motivational.


:// the best is yet to come \\:

Monday, March 1, 2010

Snake Eater.

It's the theme song for Metal Gear Solid 3, entitled Snake Eater.

It fits Big Boss, because.. He fed on those things in the game as well.

I find the whole groove just bloody funky.

Of course, not forgetting that this is the theme played when Liquid Ocelot turns into Revolver Ocelot, then Young Ocelot.

So awesomes.

God, I miss the game already. LOL

Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker

Although for a game on PSP, I think it's still pretty awesome. The last PSP Metal Gear Solid game, which was Portable Ops, was pretty fun as well. But the problem is, I never get motivated long enough to finish the games if it were to be on PSP.

Like Final Fantasy: Crisis Core. I never touched that ever again after Christmas. So what the heck. Lol

But it'd be a good collection maker. This one mentioned about the time where Big Boss finally makes Outer Haven.

So joyful. :')

And yes, I prefer Big Boss in his MGS3 outfit. Heeheehee.

And on another note, I hope they re-make Zone of the Enders 3 for the PS3. I was itching for some ZoE2 fun. Huhuh ;(