Saturday, May 31, 2008

As I Sleep.

The pain in me; shall not be seen.
Records, erased; I will come clean.
Whisper your thoughts; as I do not wish to hear you speak.
I can sense your thoughts; as I sleep.

Try hard; but you can't penetrate.
My thoughts; with several facts that can't evade.
Although the amount of lies are thick,
I ignore them, as I sleep.

These feelings are in denial; they shall be futile.
For they despise of my happiness; it's not worthwhile.
But somewhere, there's a flaw as I still bleed.
I lie in this pool of blood, as I sleep.

What are the signs? They lead me in circles,
With uneven paths, filled with obstacles.
But in my dreams; are the answers I seek.
That's when I will retreat to them, as I sleep.

Human emotions are extremely interesting to study, but they're not a nice subject to study as we go through our own faults, pain, and any negativity.

They're pretty much interesting, because little do people know, they are one of the main reasons why people get inspired, motivated, and it is the main source of fuel to achieve whatever it is they have set their mind to.

Even a slight negative comment in the early morning, is going to screw up the entire day.

But I don't know where I stand. That's when I begin to sleep. I did write a song for Six String Samurais last year, only because I dreamt of the rhythm, and woke up with the tune being stuck in my head. With that, I decided to write the song and completed it eventually. It doesn't sound like anything that has to do with a pleasant dream, but more to like an aggresive nightmare.

So where are my inspirations? Pain is being dealt at the moment, and there's nothing I can do about it. But I know that I've got work later on, and I need all the rest I can get to perform averagely (at least?)

Most importantly, where the hell is my enthusiasm for work? -_- ...

This Is Where I Call Home.

Back. It's 3am at the moment, and I just unpacked every single thing known to man that I've brought back to Penang..

Tomorrow's another day..

Today was rather tiring ..

Nothing much to blog about.. I miss hanging out with my friends!!!

Back to work tomorrow..

Friday, May 30, 2008

Survey 300508

Taken from Joyce..

Have You Ever... (Yes or No)
Smoked a cigarette: Yes
Crashed a friend's car: .. Yes
Stolen a car: No
Been in love: Yep.
Been dumped: Yes
Shoplifted: No.
Been fired: No
Been in a fist fight: Yes.
Snuck out of your parents' house: Yes
Has feelings for someone who didn't have them back: Always happens.
Been arrested: Yes
Gone on a blind date: No
Lied to a friend: Yes
Skipped school: Yes
Seen someone die: A few days before he did...
Been to Canada: No.
Been to Mexico: No
Been to Hawaii: No
Been to Europe: No
Been on a plane: Yes
Been on a cruise: Yes
Purposely set yourself on fire: No. But I set someone on fire before.
Easten sushi or sushimi: Yes!
Been skiing: No
Met someone from the internet: Yep.
Been at/to a concert: Yep.
Taken painkillers: Yes
Missed someone: Missed, yep. Currently, no.
Had a friend die too young: Friend's friend, yes.
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by: Once.
Made a snow angel: No.
Had a tea party: Nope.
Flown a kite: Yes.
Built a sand castle: Yes.
Gone puddle jumping: Yep.
Played dress up: Fuck no.
Jumped into a pile of leaves: Yep.
Gone sledding: No.
Cheated while playing a game: Duhhh.
Been lonely: Yes
Fallen asleep at work and/or school: Yes
Used a Fake ID: No.
Watched the sun set: Yep.
Felt an earthquake: NO :(
Slept beneath the stars: No.
Been tickled: Yes.
Tickled someone else: Yes
Been robbed: Yes
Been held up and/or mugged: No
Been misunderstood: Yes
Petted a reindeer/goat/kangaroo or jackalope: No
Won a contest: No
Run a red light and/or stop sign: Yes
Been suspended from school: No
Been in a car crash: Yes.
Had braces: Yes.
Felt like an outcast/third person: Yes.
Eaten a whole carton/pint/gallon of ice cream in one night: No
Has Deja Vu: Yes
Danced in the moonlight: No
Liked the way you looked: No
Witnessed a crime: No
Questioned your heart: Always
Been obsessed with post-it notes: No
Squished mud through your toes/in your bare feet: Yes
Been lost: Yes. Just last night too. Lol.
Been on the opposite side of the country: Yes.
Swam in the ocean: Yes
Felt like dying: Not anymore!
Debated methods of suicide: No
Cried yourself to sleep: No
Played cops and robbers: No.
Recently colored with crayons: No
Sang karaoke: Yes.
Paid for a meal with only coins: No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't: Yes
Made prank phone calls: No
Laughed until some kind of beverage came out your nose: No.
Laughed so hard you peed your pants: No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue: No
Danced in the rain: No.
Written a letter to Santa Claus: Yes
Been kissed under the mistletoe: No.
Watched the sun rise with someone you care about: No
Blown bubbles: Yes
Blown spit bubbles: No
Made a bonfire on the beach: Yes
Camped out on the beach: No
Crashed a party: No
Gone roller skating: Yes
Gone ice skating: No
Had a wish come true: I guess?
Jumped off a bridge: No.
Gone sky-diving: No
Gone bungee-jumping: Nope.
Built a snowman: No.
Gone hiking in the woods: No.
Won a race: which one?
Stayed up all night: Yes.
Cut your own hair: No.
Been to Africa: No
Steal any traffic signs: XD

And now for the Survey...

What time is it?: 4.11am
What is your full name?: Jean Louis Sibert
Any nicknames?: Quite a number..
What is your mother's full name?: I can't be bothered.
What is your favorite drink?: Mango - Passion Tea + Lemonade + frappucino.
How much do you love your job?: It's good! Sadly, it's not much of a future..
Have any tatoos, if so, what and where?: None.
Body piercings, if so, what and where?: None
2 door or 4 door?: 4 door.

What's your...

Birthplace?: Penang
Favorite vacation spot?: Not picky. Somewhere away from everything.
Cup size (A, B, C, D, DD, etc)?: ...
Favorite Pie?: Stroganoff Beef Pie!
Favorite number?: 7
Favorite movie?: 8 Mile.
Favorite holiday?: They're all just about the same.
Favorite food?: Anything's that good.
Favorite day of the week?: Thursday.
Favorite brand of body soap/wash?: Dettol ???
Favorite TV show?: TOP GEAR!!! XD
Favorite smells?: Food. Mmmm.

Almost done... a few more questions..

What do you do to relax?: Drive, getting more ideas for music when I work on it.
Do you have a message to friends reading this?: HELLO! I TAG YOU!
How do you see yourself in 10 years?: Waking up to my monitors, mixers, and guitars before going to work.. :)
What do you do when you're bored?: This, sleep, guitars, music, work for free.
What do you enjoy receiving?: Ideas about music from the things I listen to.
Who will respond the fastest?: I don't know.
Who is the least likely to respond?: ... Quite a number of people that I do not wish to state.
What time is it now?: 4.20am

The Last Day.

.. And it's back to Damansara for me in about.. I'd say 20 hours.

Notice that I said Damansara, not KL. I'll be in KL ETA 3.30pm. I'll be leaving at 11am, but I'm not travelling alone, so my timing's going to be screwed up, for sure.

But I don't mind. It's kind of cool that my mum and my brother will be following me back.

Whatever it is, with me behind the wheel, with toll and petrol being covered by my hard earned cash as I JUST got my salary today (!!!!!!!!!!!!!), which resulted me in going on a Starbucks fever.

So, today was nothing. Afternoon, had the video shoot with Ying Kit, contributing some of my amateur ideas when it comes to video shooting and all for his assignment, and I'm bad with the cameras. I don't blame him if he doesn't look good on the cameras and all because we had to switch positions back and forth.

I seriously thought he was going to bring a friend along to settle his shots and all X_X

Next up, chilled at home, slept and went for this family reunion dinner which took about 2 hours; which fucked all of my plans up. I'm thankful that both Joyce Cheah and Michael Andre Augustin were forgiving.

And boy, am I proud to have Michael as a cousin!!!!!!!!! His advertisements ROCKED! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH XD

I met up with them at Starbucks E-Gate, and checked my maybank account before I left...

.. My plan all went quite well. My trip back and forth PG is being covered by my salary. You don't know how liberated I felt!

I didn't even berkira with Michael and Joyce about their drinks in Starbucks. Thank goodness for employee benefits.

Thanks to Sara Tan for having the thought to drop by before I leave for KL, but she wasn't there. It's the thought that counts, and I'm pretty much glad for that.

As per the others who were involved in their own dance practice and somehow forgot about the Starbucks outing, God bless, all the best and good luck.. It's good that you all work hard! After all, priorities are meant to be set and to be followed. I can understand how that works, because I've got my priorities to follow after I get back to KL.. So, chill lah :)

I'll be home soon. Just a few more hours, and I can't wait for the roadtrip to happen. I don't care if any idiots would curse me to get into an accident and take away 2 other lives, but just pray for all fo the speed cameras to suffer from a short-circuit. That'll be shit good prayers. Lol

To those that I've met up, thanks for making me have a great time back in Penang! And to those that I haven't met up or didn't get to meet up, I'm sorry - and I MIGHT be back soon in about 2 months' time, so we'll see how things go then!

It's back to my usual schedule. Except that when I get to KL, I'm feeling that my metamorphosis should take place very soon. Expect me not to be seen or heard very often :).. When we play, we play. But when we work, we work. So that's how it's going to be very soon ..

And as per special request, I have another musical project coming up. It's going to be based on Reason again, but I'll try to make this a beautiful one. I had some ideas going through my head after the Starbucks outing, so I might get started right after dinner tomorrow night.

Take care and God bless, you all. And don't worry about me on the roads tomorrow.. Is itching..

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Horrid Vacation.

The more I hang out, the more I get sleepy. My goodness.

It's been nothing but spending cash, meeting up with friends, outings, petrol, roads, petrol, batu feringghi, petrol, screeching tyres, over revved engines, petrol and .. Shell stations.

I'm having a good time, I admit, but I don't like the fact that I take afternoon naps and all that stuff.. It's kinda..unhealthy in a way.

My goodness.

Thank God for Starbucks. WHEEEEEE tonight! Before I leave for KL again..

Survey II 280508

1. Can a secret really keep forever?
2. How many times did you end up a relationship?
3. Name a friend that you know he/she never been in a relationship.
Tak tau.. Lalala..
4. Do you ever comb your hair in front of mirror at 12am?
Yeah, like what the fuck is there to comb on my goddamned head?
5. Your hair stuck by chewing gum in childhood?
6. First time you dyed your hair and what color?
never dyed my hair..
7. A guy wearing pink color t-shirt
Bloody tukau. lol
8. Would you rather betray or been betrayed?
Been betrayed. It's best to not make mistakes when you already know it's wrong.
9. Chicken or egg created first?
The primodeium (SP?) soup.
10. Thing that you still have the chance to change.
11. Can't sleep without air-con?
12. Why do you hate maths?
The Chi-square.
13. Last person you slap?
14. List out 5 songs that you listen recently.
1) Dream Theater - Overture 1928
2) Dream Theater - Strange Deja Vu
3) Dream Theater - Through Her Eyes
4) Dream Theater - Another Day
5) Dream Theater - Instrumedley
15. Why?
1) Based on their conceptual album, Scenes From A Memory, this song is the introduction after Nicholas enters the Regression therapy to learn about what's been bugging him for the past few days due to nightmares and being haunted by someone from the past. In other words, this song is to link him to the year 1928 to travel through the stories and hints being left behind by Victoria Page.
2) Strange Deja Vu is the song that continues after Overture 1928. This explains what Nicholas has been going through before with the presence of Victoria Page in his life; haunting him.
3) Through Her Eyes is a song in the same album that makes Nicholas realised that he is somewhat linked to Victoria Page through the pain he felt, with him visiting her grave, and realising what was the actual tragedy. A song for me to motivate myself in terms of self-realisation personal motivation.
4) This song, from my view, is about not giving up regardless the problems being faced. Especially when it's suicide, always find another reason to stay..
5) Instrumedley is the extended version of Scenes From A Memory's The Dance of Eternity. But has more creativity juices going through the whole song. It's truly an art..
16. Last thing you ate that would make you fat.
17. Join any club?
18. What do you waiting for ?
19. A fact that you think is impossible.
Kancils going at 308kmph
20. Would you want some more questions?
21. Drink that you normally order in restaurant.
Ice Lemon Tea.
22. What colors of your towel?
Blue. NS.
23. Do you use a note book to record daily events ?
Nope. It's about the iPod Touch.
24. Favourite game?
25. What presents do you wish for?
Nothing specific in mind.
26. If a stranger kiss you..
I'll get menthos.
27. Someone break promise?
Promises are meant to be broken, so expect the unexpected :)
28. Would you buy any books except text book?
Plannign to get the whole Jeremy Clarkson series..
29. If Black out when you are shower bath
"Ahhh fuck. Water heater's off again.."
30. Does 'LOVE' mean everything to you?
From what aspect?


8 Things I'm Passionate About.

1. Music.
2. Recording Arts - Mixing.
3. Guitars
4. Driving.
5. Transcribing notes into possible stories
6. Coffee making in Starbucks? At least ot make it look presentable..
7. Friends
8. Myself.

8 Things I Say Or Do Often.

1. Leyma
2. Giler dosa.
3. Dosa gila...!
4. Is hello!
5. Gila babi.
6. No worries.
7. Keep in touch
8. Fuck you lah =.=

8 Things I've Read Recently.

1. My C-box.
2. Ning's blog.
3. Friendster
4. My MSN conversation with the ex-girlfriend
6. McDs receipts.
7. My expenses.
8. My SMSes.

8 Songs I Could Listen To Over And Over Again.

1. Dream Theater - Overture 1928
2. Dream Theater - Strange Deja Vu
3. Dream Theater - Instrumedley
4. Dream Theater - Hollow Years
5. Dream Theater - Another Day.
6. Daft Punk - One More Time
7. Daft Punk - Aerodynamic
8. Daft Punk - Something About Us

8 Things I've Learned This Year And Last Year.

1. Scales and modal nonsense on music.
2. Love is not all about being in a relationship.
3. Behind every successful person, is The Secret.
4. Darren Hayes is gay.
5. Independence is the most important thing.
6. Every negative feeling for me is motivation for me to work harder..
7. What has past; is now the past.
8. Medical reports are just sheets of paper which shows you the results of your medical tests that happened in the past. The report is presented to you in the present, stating who you once were. But, it's up to you to decide who you want to be in the future. That's when it all begins :)

8 People I Tag.

1. Samantha PongPongness.
2. Kitty Kitty Meow Meow.
3. And
4. You,
5. &
6. u
7. n
8. j00000!

So Where Do You Belong?

Today's a good day.

My brother's friend, Khai Loon, brought us all out for lunch at New World Park, and all. I met two of my old friends from CPT .. More to friend's friends, but they remembered me, and I thought one of them was my friend's sister.

.. Except that she's not; because it was her. Let me see. They were Vivian and Michelle .. Both working during their free time, promoting the latest Maxis postpaid benefits and all.

It's interesting, but getting these postpaid lines are like getting credit cards; you are limited, but you don't know how much you'll spend until the end of the month.

But, really, it's nice meeting up with old friends, talking ..and talking. But bloody hell, was I rude -_- .. I was talking to them while I was sitting down. !&%#!^#&!@$^!&@@!#!@#*&

Sorry girls :(

Then after that, I went home, settled my laundry and did some stuff around the house, and waited for 7pm to leave my house, picked one of my close friends up, and headed off to Queensbay to finally settle her belated birthday present that has been brought forward for months already.

Besides that, she asked me to be her fashion coordinator for the night.. I was -__- .. But I didn't mind, so I helped out..


Hung around Queensbay, called my distant-cousin, and went off to his place to check on his condition. Clumsy old artifact, but he's doing quite well at the moment. Haha.. poor guy.

After that, rounded around Bukit Jambul, Bayan Lepas, Greenlane, and Tanjung Bungah area due to boredom, then I headed back home. Until someone unintentionally asked for a minor delivery service.

Which she should not be guilty about.


It's interesting to watch others smile, especially when you have the decision to not harm them, but to bring a smile to their face..

.. I don't know. I just like watching them smile. It makes me feel good somehow I'm able to help. It's odd, I know...but.... hmmm...........................

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Survey 280508

1.Spell your name without vowels:
Jn Ls Sbrt ..... hahahahaha.. Looks like Long John Silver or something
2.What is the date 2 days after your birthday?:
22nd October
3.How many pairs of jeans do you own?:
A few..
4.How many are designer?:
None I think. Lol
5.What color do you wear most?:
Anything but that gay yellow starbucks summer promo-T.
6.Least favorite color?:
The yellow one.
7.Last song heard on the radio?:
Can't remember.
8.What's for dinner tonite?:
No idea.
9.Are you happy with your life right now?:
No. There's this fucking eyelash that went missing in my eye while I was trying to get it out just now..-.-
10.Tell me a secret about one of your siblings:
He's confirmed to be straight!
11.Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
Yes. A few, but I'm not stating out..
12.Who did you last call on your cell phone?:
Khai Loon..
13.Do you own a..
- PS2?: Yes
- XBOX 360?: No
- PSP?: My brother
- SIDEKICK?: No vacancies.
14.In what state or country do you want to go to school after highschool?:
I don't know. Lol.
16.Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, or Aeropostale?:
Can shop for American Eagles wan arrr?? FUYOOHHHHHHH!
17.How do you make money?:
By slacking off, kutuk-ing my managers, going for breaks, and farting.
18.Last thing you bought over 50 ringgit?:
Petrol? Lol.
19.How's the weather?:
Fuckin hot.
20.When do you start Summer Break?:
From August 31 1954 till present. and still going.
21.Are you missing someone right now?:
Mike Mangini.. :( LOLOLOLOLOL
22.What chores do you have around the house:
Just about everything now, I guess..
23.Finish this sentence. I wish:
for a brighter future for everybody..
24.One word to describe you:
Full of thots.
25.Favorite pair of shoes:
The one without the holes..
26.Do you own big sunglasses?
27.Do you find yourself attractive?:
28.What would you rather be doing right now?:
Music production..
29.What should you be doing right now?:
Studying, by right.
30.Have you kissed your boyfriend/girlfriend lately?:
Ex-girlfriend, yes. lol
31.Last IM you recieved?:
~ LimfiZkiT ~ SuPeR PoSeR ~ says:
what do u think? haha
32.Last friendster message you recieved?
From Trevor.
33.Who did you hug today?:
34.What are you going to do now?:
Sing along with this song <3

Random Thoughts 280508

Subconscious Strange Sensation
Unconscious relaxation
What a pleasant nightmare
And I can't wait to get there again

Every time I close my eyes
There's another vivid surprise
Another whole life's waiting
Chapters unfinished, fading


The Video Shoot Earlier On..

This was Ying Kit's idea, for me to be the guinea pig to check out how fun it is to see them from a.. rather.. high..view..

Equator's rooftop @ Lorong Amoy

The wonderful scenery..

Hello, New World Park!

And.. Shit, was I high up. Not to say that I'm afraid of heights, but with you standing above of a water tanker with an unstable piece of metal being a roof, with a few missing nuts and bolts, made things a little bit more..adventerous.

Especially when Ying Kit got up there... For the first time in my life, I wasn't sadistic. Lol..

Oh well.

More video shooting on the wayeeeeee... XD

@ Mr. PotPot.


This place's name.. So cute wans. XD

I'm here with Florence, Gwen the random German eurasian, and Wendy the .. the.. model girl. Haha.

I'm like, checking out the stuff they have here, the cars passing by, the amount of smoke that's getting into my eyes, and.. and...

Well, thoughts too.

Just where the hell do I stand now..?

Queensbay tomorrow. Wheee.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Back To The Basics II

I finished another video shooting session with Ying Kit and the rest for his college assignment, and headed home. We've got another video shooting session based on our individual guitar solos for a song we recorded somewhere last year.

And as I decided to take the long way home, I passed by the place where I grew up. The place I once hated, but the place that made me learn a few things we didn't take for granted until we live by ourselves, and when we're alone.

.. S.M.K. Westlands.

I dropped by, visited my teacher, who's the Penolong Kanan 1 of the school and talked to him. It's like, whenever I go back to the school, he's the only person I meet up. I'm not biased to any teachers, but I keep on bumping into him!

So.. Yeah.

Memories.. And where did everybody go, come to think of it?

Mmm ... Nostalgic.

Back To The Basics.

I just came back from a minor taste of how it was like before I liked cars.. They are beautiful machines, true, but I grew up being on 2 wheels.

In fact, when I had 2 wheels, I already cycled to various places in Penang by the age of 9 or 10.

7 years later, was on the bike illegally. A few months later, I got my licence, but still ran around illegally.

And today, I came home, took my own helmet that nobody else is supposed to wear, and went off for a minor errand.

God..... it felt so good..

Although the Wave 100 isn't a fully manual bike, but it'll have to do. Downshifting gears, using the heel-and-toe technique in cars on the bike to rev the engine so it doesn't lose speed around corners, and over-powering the bike and going faster..and faster.

Till a point where it sounded like it was going to explode..

Mmmm ...... My visit here in Penang is just about done.. wheeeee..

Can I ship the bike down to KL please? :(

Metallica - Nothing Else Matters.

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know


So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trust in who we are
No nothing else matters

Just feeling randomly blank in the mornings..

Not Alone.

Not me; but you.

Because I sent my spectacles to the shop to change the lenses, I am literally blinded while typing this out.

But that's the thing. Who cares about what we see?

I don't care if I did any typos or whatever ti is, because the main point of this journal is that I'm typing it out from my heart.

No matter how depressed you are, you lost soul, you're not alone. You were never alone, and you will never be alone as long as I'm staying with you; or by your side.

I know you're not going to read this, because this blog is disclosed to some people, and it's not exactly well known to a lot of people. In fact, some people doesn't know the existence of this blog, so yeah.

Anyways, you need to set priorities in your life. It's good that you finally realise it, but don't stress yourself out too much by thinking of what to do. It's good to think, but never think too much. Just kick back a little bit, lay your plans out or whatever it is that you have in mind, then go for it. I've seen you work before, and I've seen you being dedicated in the things you do. So whatever it is, you have the most important thing that others don't..


So stay strong, and don't b confused regarding the people around you. You know who to hold close to you, and you know that you can turn to some people when you think you're going to be alone. If you want to, voice yourself out. You know that once you do, I'll be listening from afar.

You know that best. Besides, you know me.

.. So chill, lah! See you soon when I get back to KL, anyways!


.. I feel like I should start walking alone, again.


Updates, And A Birthday Shoutout!

Just came back from an outing with Florence and Gwendolyn Kessler (Long lost German Eurasian cousin that's somehow linked to the other side of the indirect Sibert Family - closer relatives to the Westwoods/Augustins ..).. Originally, we were supposed to go to Rafee's to order the infamous and not-stated-on-the-menu and only some of us can request for it, the infamous Telur Bawang Cheese..

But today, Rafee's was closed, so here was how it went..

Me: Gahahahahaha.. Too bad! I had my Telur Bawang Cheese last night!
Florence: Damn you lah. Oh well. So where do we go now?
Me: Gwen?
Gwen: .... ????? huh?
Me: I feel like having Starbucks for no obvious reason ..
Florence: Which one?
Gwen: Autocity!

That instantly brought a smile to my face ..

Gwen: Actually, I was just joking.
Florence: But you don't know Jean yet .. I guess we're going.......

*sau corner and heads towards the PG bridge*

Wheeee. So I spent a LOT again on petrol, toll, and Starbucks in a very irrational place. But it's the driving that satisfies my cravings.

Met up with Hock Hock after that, and went on slight Batu Feringghi madness. Felt a little bit tired, so we scrapped the Teluk Bahang madness and went and chilled at the Gurney Drive area.

And since when did they have a fountain there? More money spent on nonsense, bloody government.

Dropped Hock Hock back home, and well, here I am ..

Tomorrow's another.. day.. And I'm getting tired .. lol.. This is supposed to make me feel relaxed, but I'm damn tired these days..

And in Starbucks, I've been trained by several people - partners and managers alike. I thank them for everything that they've taught me, and one of them would be Aisyah - the supervisor that adapts quickly to any sort of Starbucks environment. She's hardworking, patient, panics real quickly, cute personality, sharp, friendly, and most importantly, she guides her partners to the right path when it comes to whatever that goes around in Starbucks. And for today, I shall not be sarcastic, but with an open heart..


Have fun with the new guitar, and ... you're starting to be like what Fery is .. an artifact! WHeeeeeee!!!

Have a great birthday :)

Monday, May 26, 2008

3rd Day In Penang.

Today, was nothing much. More onto the musical side, I suppose? Met up with Ying Kit and Roy, both ex-members of our little band back then that mysteriously died, and met up with Ying Kit's friends, and some mutual friends too.

Let me try and remember the names..

Adrian Lim Kin Jio, Rui Yang, Derry, Lee Yi ..


And there's the girl who lent us her house to do the video shoot in, and played Joshua's part in the song as he couldn't make it to Penang. So she became the drummer for the day. Thanks, Cui Lin! (I think that's her name)

Ying Kit, being the director again, I think, for this assignment of his that he'll be presenting after his final semester upon his graduation, so .. Yeah.

After that, I met up with VK, headed off to the beach and had some sister-brother bonding session .....


Memang emo giler, but hey, that's life. We're still glad we're hanging onto each other.

Then I met up with my cousin. Whee.. Talked about more Starbucks nonsense.. I'm jealous because he actually passed his Coffee Master test T_T.. Booo..-.-

There's another video shoot going on tomorrow in the other branch of the college .. So.. I'm going to get some rest because I've got another day packed up tomorrow.

Note to self - things to do tomorrow:
1) Get eye check, order new contact lenses
2) Video shoot
3) Burn extra Reason installation CDs, Dream Theater's Scenes from a memory for VK
4) Meet up with Khai Keat
5) Meet up with Florence for supper
6) Meet up with Hock Hock for Driving 201: How to make a car go on 0 wheels. Huuuuu XD

Please, Jean Louis, kaypo-ly check your blog tomorrow and do not neglect any of the 6 stated points above.

*runs off to sort out accounts*

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Still Being The Friend.

May this be a reminder to myself, that neglecting those around me, isn't the best way to get over things. But to face whatever hurts you the most, is the best way to get over the past.

.. And with tonight's conversation with her, it's over, though it seems like yesterday when we were sitting in our room, making a list of our mistakes, and sorting it out one by one.

I am somewhat honoured that she messaged me on MSN, and talked to me about her problems. It's deja vu, and I was well prepared for this. Surprisingly, it ended up that she really needed someone to talk to instead of talking about the problem itself.

I am still honoured that she holds me close, and she acknowledges that I know her that well to talk to.

Although I admit that I do not know the people around me as much as I think, but there's always a tomorrow, and I would be learning more and more of a certain personality as the day passes.

The stuff we did tonight, is a whole different us. Although it's over between the both of us, but we still trust each other with our problems.

We still hold each other close no matter how far we may be.

Thank You, God, for letting me go through these wonderful experiences in life. Living life, is truly an art.

Stay strong. The new guy in your life isn't as stale as you think, I hope :)

A Big Thank You.

This would be one of the first few handmade presents I've ever received back last year. It's still beautiful, and I'm glad that nobody threw it away during my absence.

Thank you, Shemane Lee, for giving me my freedom. Giving me the wings to fly, and .. so many others. I do owe you a big one although you've said that I don't owe you anything.

Seriously, I do. And I think through my working period, without noticing it, I just realised that you're supporting me in my work too.

It's minor to you, but it's a major to me. Thanks for lending me your wheels when they should be yours.

Everybody's still rather confused about my status, and some doesn't even believe that we have already broken up. But whatever it is, it's an awkward situation for us to be in. But please lah, what do they know?

Sometimes I find it tiring for me to explain whatever it is that happened. Only one thing remains; and that would be communication. Because we managed to sort out every single issue with open hearts and minds, free from bias of any sort, we're who we are today. We don't hate each other, but we still somehow care, I guess?

Surprisingly, you supported me in finding a new love that I thought I'd believed in.

But at my current stage, I'm not prepared. I don't think I was ever prepared.

But, I'm prepared to be me. Surrounded by people, I'm slowly finding out who I really am.

And as for today, nothing much happened. Test drove the Camry with major restrictions to .. really test it. Then went out for minor family dinner before all of us really leave each other.

It's like.. the last few times we'll be able to have.. dinners together.

Then a problem rose.. Killed my mood for the whole night..

Hung out with Ning, Ryn, Ben, Kel and Warren .. Memang insane group.. super spontanious and .. I feel like a Roman rune.

Then it was about..the roads...

..the roads..

petrol.... roads...


It's an extremely bad addiction to enjoy driving. If it's about safe, defensive, offensive or aggressive driving. I heard that I'm going to die in a passionate boom of flames in a car by the age of 30..

.. <3 style="font-style: italic;">his Alfa Romeo Giuletta .. It was beautiful ..

Well, nobody can ever understand what's driving until they lay their hands on an Italian blood's car. Alfa Romeo's the thing. It's not only a vehicle, but it's a bloody character. It's got feeling. It's passion. It has a heart. When you look under the bonnet of an Alfa, you don't see an engine with its valves. You see a heart with shiny blood vessels. When you enter high revs of the engine, it's not noise. It's music. It's a voice. It's Pavarotti. When you change gears on the old Alfa Romeos, it's all about manhandling and not about sissy low gear changes..

It's .. It's heaven to be in an Alfa..

And it's all coming back to me.. The outings 2 years ago..

Before NS.

The wonderfuckingful joy...........................................


But before meeting up with Ning and the gang, I managed to sit by the beach, and laid down some notes. Listening to the waves hitting the sand..

Carry me to the shoreline, bury me in the sand..

Dream Theater instantly came across my mind.

Worthwhile came across my mind..Guess I'll keep that to my personal project now..

Drugged also came across my mind.. And Fragments of Beliefs also came across my mind.. The instrumental guitar hero thing..

... Then the rain came and ruined all of my thoughts.. Blahs.

There'd better be a next time. Probably Port Dickson..

.. I need my sanctuary ..


Saturday, May 24, 2008

The New Born..

Oh wait. That's nothing special, especially when the Kembara's engine was going to explode after nearly reaching 6k rpm .. Surprisingly, if you drag it right, it'll be able to reach riiiiight before the red zone.

But today's another wonderful day! Drove to Simpang Ampat, but not with the Kembara (duh..), but with something that's bigger. Something that has more space. One of those reasons why I'm here in Penang at the moment.. It's nothing much, but goodbye PFN 2612 and hello to the new born..!

Another Toyota. Another brand new useless Toyota.

Rear view

Front view

Under the bonnet

Covered valves, the VVT-i .. and a V16 to give it a smoother ride.

The radiator..

A nipple!

17-inch nonsense.

The small booth space.

Finally, a nice looking gear lever; after so long. Reminds me like the old school Merc/Volvos

The pretty lights when it's at night..

Now, for what I feel for this car. Firstly, it's a new car, and unlike the previous Camry, I'm not growing up with it, but I'm actually driving this thing. Some things are just about the same, like how it automatically switches to the 1st gear during corners revving the engine unwantedly, then it goes back into 2nd.

And this is the 2.0g, the middle range compared to its entry level and higher-specs range. There're a total of 3 Camrys in the Malaysian market, and they're 2.0e, 2.0g and the 2.4v .. All costing about RM139,000.00, RM149,000.00 and RM169,000.00 respectively. The differences would be that the 2.0e is the example model, the 2.0g gets everything you get in the 2.4v - making it the model with full accessories, and the 2.4v is everything summed up, with an extra final gear and extra power because it comes with a 2400 cc engine.

All of the models comes with a V16 engine .. Undoubtedly, it gives a very very smooth ride but there are some flaws, obviously.

But the newer things are:
  • The new look. Both exterior and interior.
  • Lower suspension. The previous models were way too high. It's easy to manipulate and upset its weight distribution through excessive braking.
  • Shape's rounder - therefore it's smaller in size, actually.
  • Front sensors. So you know that you're going to knock into something when you're blinded.
  • Stock HID headlamps (only for the 2.0g and the 2.4v)
  • Dual-temperature air conditioning control (only for the 2.0g and the 2.4v)
  • Tip-tronic gear shift (only for the 2.4v)
  • EBD (Electronic Braking Distribution)
And it's missing of (compared to the old model):
  • Space. Including the booth.
  • Harder materials. It's actually lighter - meaning to say, it's weaker. It's all about this safety policy where you're not supposed to kill pedestrians when you knock into them or something. In fact, if you knock into a bush with this car, your 139k, 149k or 169k will most probably go down the drain. It's a GOA body thing.
  • Cruise Control. In Penang, what's the point of having one of those?
  • Those crappy brakes where it feels like a tremor when you gently tap on the brakes.
  • Overdrive button (But then again, the gear lever has individual gear placings, so it doesn't really matter..)
  • The bloody P mode unlocks the doors. Not many people put their cars in Neutral gear, but in P whenever they're not moving. This is kind of dangerous because thieves might just come in and rob you or something.. lol
But besides all that, I think they've done quite an improvement in the new models that are coming out for Toyota. Because the previous batch of the Altis, Vios and the Camry itself, is rather prone to turtling due to the suspension settings. It's rather unstable because it's just..too high off the centre of gravity.

During corners, wrong braking pressures will upset the weight of the car due to the suspension, so on and so forth.

But on this Camry, due to the EBD, which works like how the Mitsubishi Evolution VIII, where the AWD system constantly reads the road and programmes the car to use how many percentage of the overall power to every one of the wheels. Sometimes at extremely tight corners, it turns the car from AWD to a single-wheel drive .. The EBD works in an opposite manner, where the braking force is distributed amongst the wheels properly on the right percentage, depending on the weight being heavy on which side of the car, then the braking force is distributed properly among the wheels.

That's what it's written on a piece of paper. To be applied, I haven't really tested it yet. This EBD system is best tested during corners (duh).

Besides that, the thing that turns me on regarding the new Camry since I first saw it out, would be the lowered suspension. And with that, bodyroll's reduced. More gravity pull is there, and .. well, it's a normal car, instead of being one weird .. high-heel nonsense.

If a Kembara is like a Kancil on heels, the previous camry is just about the same, just that it goes a little bit more faster.

Performance, besides the brakes, it's still the same. Dumbly, the ECU hasn't tweeked it to stop over-revving the engine during corners by getting into 1st, achieving an accelleration of none, then switching into 2nd. So it's still pretty much dumb.

Another reason why I prefer a manual..

And the same old ECT power button is still there, therefore, when it's pressed down, say hello to extra fuel consumption, a 5% of extra torque per gear, and 105% of getting into an accident.

At least the 2.0 models can be tamed, but the 2.4 models are insane to control in traffic jams with that damned button on.

Overall, the Japanese have done it again. It's a good car, I must admit. It's affordable, at least cheaper than the Honda Accord that just recently came out, but it's not my sort of car to live with. It's the sort of car to drive from point A to B, enjoy the silent ride like a cheap Mercedes Maybach, and not the sort of car to take onto the tracks..

Plus if you are talking about cheap cars, there're cars available for less than RM10k which are still in extremely good condition. Besides that, buying a full 1st hand car is an achievement, but it's still a machine that takes you from point A to B.. I'd rather settle down with something more simpler.

More raw.

Less computers, and more spirit. An Alfa Romeo perhaps? XD

And if road tax is a problem, get an RX8 .. 1.3 cc, rotary engine .. giving it 2.6cc in total .. And it's a 4 door car.. so.. yummy.. XD

Then again, the speed beats the Kembara anytime, so....

... Jom KL .. XD

Brief Summary Of The KL Trip..

Vehicle: Perodua Kembara (non-DVVT)

The usual happened.

ETD: 4.55pm, Sungai Buloh toll.
ETA: 8.05pm, Juru toll

The ride home was rather scary. Being absent from the highways for 4 months is no joke. My stamina fluctuated, I forgot the locations of some speed cameras, my speed was inconsistent, and ..

.. It only took me 5 minutes to warm up, and everything felt like last year's road trips. <3 style="font-style: italic;">Michael Schumacher drives Ferraris, metrosexual people drives Lamborghinis, and ..and..

I saw this on the road, belonging to the Sultan of Perak, it was none other than..

A bloody Rolls-Royce Phantom.

I was seriously speechless when I saw this beautiful machinery zooming right past us. My God! MINI ORGASM TAUUUUUU

Just replace the black numberplate with a yellow numberplate with Perak's mini-logo and.. it being silver-ish. It was beautiful.

Seeing a Hummer H2 in Port Dickson a few weeks ago during the 2 Days of Freedom thing was quite.. amazing. I'm not a fan of Rolls-Royce, but bloody hell, this thing's a mobile house. It weighs like one too. probably 2.4 tonnes? I know the drophead version weighs even more..

Anyhows, I met up with.. with.. lemme see, I screwed up some plans, but hell, I met up with:

- Cindy @ New World Park .. For dinner. Thanks for the comapny. :)
- Ning, Karyn, Warren, Reuben, and Kelvin @ McDs.. Was interested to find out who were these bunch of spontanious peoples. Being there with them made me feel like.. an artifact - old, speechless and .. dead. And no worries about the shirt, Ning! Hope you like it. :)
- Joyce Cheah, Nicole and a Starbucks Barista which I forgot the name of @ Starbucks Gurney Tower .. Sorry that I came like, 50 minutes late.. -.- .. Passed Joyce her plugins for photoshop..
- Trevor Sibert and his girlfriend @ some drinking place opposite Tanjung Bungah Hotel.. Damn selamba la that place. Kinda cool too ...
- Irene Yip @ some mamak stall near Penang road ..
- Christ @ her house .. Driving 101 lesson took place. HOHOHOHOHO..

To top it all, it was an awesome night, and regardless the time being spent, it feels great to be back in Penang for the moment. It really does feel like home now, thanks to all of you.

I do hope to meet up with all of you again, and maybe more people during this week whilst I'm around..

And I hope Starbucks Ikano are doing well! I miss you guys, by the way.. booooooo.

Oh well. Music video shoot thingy going on tomorrow.. And I need sleep! Wheee

Friday, May 23, 2008

Thank You!

Mood: Tired
Listening To:
Utada Hikaru - Travelling

I wanted to post this up yesterday, but was too shit tired to do anything. In fact, I skipped 2 classes today.. Wonderful..

But I was working at The Curve yesterday .. A few people dropped by (total - 1, actually) .. didn't know LooLoo was around KL too .. Problem is, we didn't manage to see each other because I was busy doing some stuff at the back during that time..

Karen Belarek and Resh dropped by .. Informed me that they were celebrating Amy's farewell party thing at The Apartment as she's leaving for Kuching the next day .. In the end, Amy had to visit me for me to wish her farewell .. Her boyfriend came by too; Shaun ..

Have a safe trip, Amy! Thanks for the company for the past few months since I first met you and all.. Do hope to see you again.. :).. God bless.

But but but but but.. before that, was a nice looking lady, that every one of the partners in The Curve said that she was cute.

In their words, and how she introduced herself; my sister was cute.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... XD

And! Thank you for the lovely dinner, Kellyinyee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wheee! Terimas the manyaks.. seriously!.. thank you!! ME HUG YOU!!!!!

Edit: Originally posted in

It's Just You And Me.

Like it or not, boys, it's just you, me and the highway tomorrow. :)


My Prayers.

As she lays down to sleep,
As she lays down to weep,
As she lays down to tear,
As she submits to fear.

As she thinks of her dreadful thoughts,
As she lost the battle she once fought,
As she loses her grip under one boy's hand,
As she loses her stance, where she once stands.

I beg Thee, to shine her with light,
I beg Thee, to strengthen her with might,
I beg Thee, to open her eyes,
I beg Thee, with all of my life.

Cast an angel upon her, as me as the shadow,
So she'll be watched upon, and to never let go.
Open her eyes, let her see her path,

... Set her free; with liberation at last.

With that aside, I hope you're able to pull yourself up sooner or later. Time's not the issue, anyways.

Hitting Penang in a while. Lazy to blog at the moment. Dead tired.

But besides that, emotions can be best explained through The Dance of Eternity. Where you know that something's structured, just that you'll never ever predict it no matter how many times you listen to it..

Thursday, May 22, 2008

& The Other Thing That Annoys Me.

Of disturbances of the housemate, miss calls, and messages............................................

I don't blame those who miss call me because they don't know I take afternoon naps and..all

I'm going to work fucking stoned today, get inadequate sleep for class tomorrow, and probably crash on the highway and die so I won't face any of these problems ..and thoughts..

The People I Can't Stand...

... Are those sort of people who appreciates friendship through words, but never sincerely meaning it.

And those sort of best friends who treat their friendship like relationships. Like, boyfriend/girlfriend sort of thing, end up fighting, getting hurt, then not speaking to each other for ages. After that, the opposite sex comes in and be with one of the persons.. Eventually becomes the one, until s/he loses his/her virginity, then becomes emo about it, and then goes back to the friend s/he fought with and then patches things up..

And then deja vu happens again, and .. again..and again.. and.. again... *yawns*..

As for those who know me, I do appreciate my friendship; only when I know that you're sincere enough to maintain it and not be paranoid about little things in life. Like, turning small matters into the size of the 911 incident 7 years ago, that's just plain childish.

I wonder why do even some people exist in the first place.. I can't be bothered, but to know of these sort of people, randomly coming up to me, and somewhat putting the blame on me indirectly, annoys me.

Makes me want to screw Penang and stay in KL and work my whole life away during the breaks. -_-

But I have other sweethearts to meet up with, so 2 people aren't stopping me from my glorious road trip to my friends and family ..

Please get a life, fuckin' grow up, and get a life, you fickle minded indecisive nut powered asswipes. At least learn the term appreciate and learn how to apply it. Not everybody in the world has all the time to fight amongst themselves and live a life. At work, I know the most important thing is teamwork. When you're staying without your family, it's all about cooperation, rationality, tolerance and teamwork. And as for the kids in Africa, they starve their fucking lives away. They live together to live longer, not in contrast.

PS. This post is for some people I know. Personally, and not personally.


Ignored Happiness.

I never knew that happiness was always on my side, just that I never realised it.

Through a simple call from my brother in Penang.. And.. well, it made things a little bit better.

Not to say I had a shitty day.. It was great! Just that he made it better somehow ..

... mmm ... Maybe I've been thinking too much regarding those around me..

Random Thoughts 210508

I'm surprised at my own performance today. We actually did our closing session quite quickly today. It seemed like as if, time was on our side to get everything done.

And I got rather good news.

I can actually travel back to Penang, spend time with some of you, be with my family..

AND.. work at the same time! Not any other jobs, but just bum into any Starbucks outlet and start working there :D

Me likey likey!

*starts to plan more trips back to Penang*

HOHOHOHOHO. Syok giler.

But the problem would be my mum, I suppose. She's against all of this.. midnight shifts and all that mumbo jumbo..

Mmmm ... Trip to Penang. How?

Tagged Survey 210508

Who Are You?
My full name is: Jean Louis Sibert.
But you can call me: John. Preferably Jean Louis, actually, but nobody calls me that. Except for my parents.
I was born on: 20th October 1988
My gender is: Male.
I am currently: thinking about the stuff I missed out in college today.

More About You
I'm blog because: I would like to share whatever goes in my mind at that very moment; rants, inspirations, ideas, thoughts, etc.
Paradise, to me, is: Hard earned success.
I'm totally into: Dream Theater.
The biggest turn off is: Impolite people.
The biggest turn on is: a great personality; and a great singing voice.
People always say that I'm: Malay illiterate.
The easiest way to make me laugh is: put me behind the bar in Starbucks.
Hell, to me, is: the opposite of heaven, where sex, casinos, accidents, etc, happens and doesn't happen in heaven..
I could spend all day: playing the guitar.
The most over-rated thing about me is: guitars. Not being thick skinned or something, but I can't stand the fact that people'll think of the guitar when they know of what I've done before..
My inspiration is: random. Extremely random.
If I came with a warning label, it would read: "Extremely fartful"
Most people probably don't know that I: take music to another level.
True happiness, to me, means: being happy and appreciating everything around you before you appreciate and expect things from others.
I wish: for this feeling to go on :)
The craziest thing I've ever done would have to be: To the left, to the left..
I'm always: running out of ideas.
Do this survey too: Samantha bulat pong, and everybody else -.-

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Survey 210508

name: Jean Louis Sibert
birth date: 20 October 1988
current status: Single and unavailable :)
eye colour: Dark brown.
right of lefty: Right.

my heritage: French Eurasian
my fears: Being depressed about my achievements life and being who I am in the near future.
my weaknesses: Being creative.
my perfect pizza: Anything with seafood :D

my thoughts first waking up: Must.. Not.. Skip.. Finance & Banking...
my bedtime: Nowadays, it varies. Seriously.
my most missed memory: There's nothing to miss about the past..? lol

pepsi or coke: Coke..
mcdonald's or burger king: McDonald's. Burger King tastes oh-so-stale now .. -_-
single or grouped dates: Single.
adidas or nike: Nike.
tea or nestea: Starbucks.
chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
cappuccino or coffee: Cappucino! Because it's more fun to do. .XD

smoke: The urge's getting stronger though. Plus being the only 2 baristas in the store that doesn't smoke .. that's.. awesome. Lol.
curse: No. I don't. :):):):):)
take a shower: Duh -_- ...
have a crush: Nope..
think you've been in love: Yep. Was in love, and still in love..with Music. Yet I'm loved by other darlings around me <3
go to school: Used to. Was a drop out. Do you believe me? :)
want to get married: It depends on what sort of people..exists out there..
believe in yourself: Yep. It's all about myself for the moment. If I lose control of myself, I'm going to be screweedddddd.

drank alcohol: I did. No fun wans.
thought it was coffee okay? .. More to like to say, it's my job TO say it's okay. Lol.
gone to the mall: Everyday.. *yawns*
been on stage: Favourite spot in the world <3
eaten sushi: Me likey likey <3
dyed your hair: Nope. Never did.

played a stripping game: -_-
changed who you were to fit in: Nope.

to be married: No age limit to get on that ride!

best eye colour: Those European baby blue eyes?
best hair colour: Blondes.. not too much of the yellow though
NOTE: I am not gay. Lol

a minute ago: Answering the previous question (!!!!)
hour ago: Sleeping.
4.5 hours ago: Was online.
1 month ago: Which would be the 21st of April 2008, I was at LDP waiting for RapidKL/Metrobus to head home and sleep for work later on the day itself..
year ago: Was in Penang.. Hohoho.

i love: Music, and those that surrounds me; both family and friends.
i feel: better compared to just now.
i hate: working with the wrong people.
i hide: from nothing. Best to face what you fear than to fear it till you die.
i miss: My brother's bike, come ot think of it..
i need: more money, more inspirations, and a bloody road trip!

Kitty Kitty Meow Meow
Ms Lai Xiu Ching
and you. Muahahahahaahahahahah.


Emotion Test, don't cheat! -.-

Copy, Paste, Don’t look at the bottom before you do the thing or it won’t work!

This is scary but pretty accurate.

1. Which color is better red, black,green, blue, or yellow?
2. What’s your first initial?
3. What month is your birthday?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
5. Name one of your friends.
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like flying or driving more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it


1. If you chose:
*Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
*Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow - you are a very happy person..

2. If you’re initial is:
*A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
*Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
*White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and woulddo anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is most important to you (Very untrue. Lol)

6. If it is:
*1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life.
more then 50 is nothing

7. If you chose:
*Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
*Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved and not emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

9. This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title: Emotion Test, don't cheat!