Sunday, January 18, 2009

Unsatisfied Relief.

When something goes right, something else goes wrong.

When something else goes wrong, something goes right.

When something goes right, something further away goes wrong.

When something really far away goes wrong, something close by goes right.

I should've sticked to my own words before rushing into things and assuming I can handle everything by myself.

If you can't love yourself, you're not ready to love others.

I don't think I have accepted myself as the person as I am today.

I've been trying to cram everything possible to study about coffee, but nothing works. I've been given a second chance. But to trade that second chance, arises another problem.

Everybody loves themselves easily. I find that the hardest thing to do. Sometimes the basics are the worst to start off.

I learn things through trial and error. And I can be pretty stubborn.

And the price to pay will be very enourmous.

So what can I say? The best is not to speak at all. Take a key, lock the spirit away, and be swifty. I'm here, I'll do, and I'm gone.

So hate me as much as how much I hate myself. I don't mind because it's already happening.

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