Just Another Puppet.

I lay beside you;
Realising that you're not my sanctuary.
Realising that I'm only needed when I'm needed.
Realising that others can bring a smile to you.

I lay beside you;
Realising that when I'm in need, you're not there.
Realising that when my heart breaks, you're involved.
Realising my stone heart, cripples when you're around.

I lay beside you;
Realising all these thoughts, and keep running away.
Realising that I'm worth nothing.
Realising that superiority doesn't exist.

I lay beside you;
Realising if it was right to walk out on you, when it happened to me countless times?
Realising if I really did like inflicting pain upon others?
Realising what if I never met you?

I lay beside you;
Realising, once again, how I've changed.
Realising what love has done to me.
Realising what a puppet I am to you.