Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Poem 210508

Darkness falls upon an unbinded soul;
Hanging onto a cliff with crumbled earth.
Blindness takes over as it gets cold,
Wishing that it could go back to its birth.

Scarred; upon the words being read,
Only thoughts overwhelm its simple mind.
Numb; although it had been cut to be bled,
It had learn to not speak; nor whine.

Confused, of what's left in its world,
For it sees half of its own reflection.
It was never known to be vulnerable,
Not does it have its own protection.

It ponders only on the path it sees,
It was not known to venture elsewhere.
It will continue to walk over land, and seas,
To find its other half, elsewhere..

Quick Survey

Original question:

Do you think that Starbucks is expensive?
- What a question. I tag Glacius to answer this. =P









My answer: Yes. The reason varies, actually. Economically and through marketing's point of view, the reason why Starbucks' branding in the States is very strong is because it's one of the cheapest coffee places around. Not San Francisco Coffee, or Coffee Bean, or any other places, but consider it over the states as Crap Coffee, where things are extremely cheap.

But that's the thing. It's cheap because the US Dollar is strong in its own value, and overall, Starbucks originated from Seattle. Definitely it's cheap there.

Whereas, when they brought it in Malaysia, and due to its variety in coffee beans (And the new seasonal coffee beans - Rwanda.. Stock just came in last night! Wheee), including of the taxes, including of the blind taxes, currency changes, etc...

Starbucks is considered expensive, only here in Malaysia.

But after joining with Starbucks, I realised that nearly puked while drinking Kopi Ais in a coffee stall because the coffee taste was too strong. In Starbucks, the coffee beans they use isn't Robusta, but Arabica. Where the taste is less stronger, but there's more flavour. And that's when the art of coffee tasting comes into play..







There you go, Ning. Lol.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Slay Me.

I'm slowly drifting into another universe, forgetting what's reality ..

And sometimes, I can't tell the difference between reality, and dreams..

Now the dreams are overuling my reality .. And if that continues to happen, my future will be screwed...







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Survey 190508

1. Were you happy when you woke up?
I can't remember..
2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
A few weeks ago.
3. How is life going for you right now?
Great! Huuu. Me likey likey music.
4. Your friendship life?
Stagnant.
5. What are you doing right now?
This and chatting with friends
6.What color is your shirt?
Yellow.
7. Who was the last person you talked to?
Mas..
9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
Nope.
10. Would you get married to your gf/bf if you could right now?
What gf? lol.
11. What's the best feeling you've had recently?
The feeling of achieving something different. :)
12. Who was the last person, of the opposite sex you talked to?
Mas.
13. Are you digging your nose right now?
....
14. Are mushrooms adorable?
Me likey likey munchy munchy them.
15. What is the next concert you're going to?
DEFINITELY FUCKING DREAM THEATER.
16. How does glue taste?
Don't know. Should taste like glue..?
17. Do you shower and brush your teeth daily?
Duhh...
18. Do you like someone?
Maybe yes, maybe no.
19. The last person you argued with?
Everybody in Starbucks. Lol.
20. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
Cold.
21. Is any part of your body sore?
Nope. I feel great :)
22. What do you wear more jeans, sweatpants, or slacks?
Slacks.
23. What is the last movie you watched?
Don't know. Can't remember.
24. What do you currently hear right now?
Glacius - Worthwhile.
25. If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?
I don't know
26. Have you hugged anyone in 2008?
Yep.
27. Do you have more than 1 bf/gf?
No.
28. Where did you sleep last night?
In my room.
29. What's your biggest regret?
Neglecting some other side hobbies in life..?
30. Are you allergic to peanut butter and jelly?
Nope.
31. Coach purse or NFL game tickets?
...
32. Favorite type of music?
Dream Theater.
33. What do you think of the person you took this from?
Someone I never expected her to turn into who she is today..?
34. Do you want to kill someone?
Maybe.
35. How old do you think you will be when you finally become successful?
Don't know.
36. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Baseball.
37. Missing your friends?
Nope.. Not at the moment..
38. Write something random.
I need more duktakduktak sort of sound..
39. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
I .. can't answer this one.
40. What does your name mean?
I don't know. It's French. How the hell am I supposed to know?
41. Do you like dancing?
Depends.
42. Name your favorite pair of shoes?
The DCSHOECOUSA one.
43. How much money do you have on you?
It'll be less soon. Need to pay off that bloody saman..
44. What's something that bothers you?
The saman.
45. Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Plenty..
46. What room are you in?
My room.
47. Do you speak another language other than English?
Nope =)
48. What made you happy today?
Music.
49. Are you on the computer?
Laptop, to be precise.
50. Who were the last people you went out to dinner with?
Nobody.
51. Do you think that it would be weird if humans clean themselves the way dogs do?
It's weird, only because we don't see it as a normal cleaning behaviour.
52. Whats the most important thing about yourself?
Nothing. I'm just human.
53. Where did your last hug take place?
Starbucks bar. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
54. Did you cry today?
No. Why bother?
55. Is ice cream a therapy?
No.
56. Why is the Earth round?
I swear I've done this before..
57. Are you confused?
Now.. I am.. I can't remember if I did this before or not.. -_-

Cease To Exist.

There is a part of me that I wish to get rid of.







.. Maybe soon. Just to get away from everything. For the better.

A New Experience.

Today, as you know, I mengamuk'ed and merajuk'ed at my scheduling manager for stuffing me at The Curve for Wesak's Day.

But honestly, the environment there is better. Except that the bar was kind of .. small.. It's hard to move about and all.

And the best thing is, instead of listening to the usual Starbucks music, there was a pub in front of us, and damn! The band there was playing Little Wing by Jimi Hendrix.. My all time favourite, then Van Halen's Jump .. and then Hotel California by The Eagles.. and ... and..

It really put me in the mood to work.. Although I was kind of slow .. I could've done better over experience.. But..damn, I guess I'm not prepared to handle a busy store.. Had a brief shot at it. Honestly, I nearly died.







But all was over when I kept on listening to ... Worthwhile, reviewing its mistakes, flaws, and getting more ideas of what to put in the near future..





Still in the arrangement stage, and there will be no preview for this song until ... Well, I feel like it.. XD

Monday, May 19, 2008

Progression.

It is beautiful.

Because of the glorious blessing of my internet connection being down at the moment, I actually sat down and started working on Propellerhead Reason 4.0, and started searching for the right sounds.

The right instruments.

Although the thing that puts me off is that I still don’t have a proper keyboard to sit down with and to hit the notes, instead of clicking them into Propellerhead Reason, but.. Whatever. My inspirations came in at the wrong timing, once again.

Then I switched off the fluorescent light in my room, and switched on the evening sun, as what I would call it, and it put me in the perfect mood.

With the light shining over the screen, over my progress, over my soon-to-be masterpiece, it really put me in that ambience. That emotional ambience. That perfect feeling to be in touch with nobody, but myself.

Digging into myself, asking myself questions of another language:

What do you wish to speak? What are you thinking? What comes across your mind, NOW? What are you thinking? Is this a sad thought? Is this a liberating thought? Is this a..

And all that, written into a bar. Not even writing with a normal pen or pencil, but musical notes.








Yes, I have finally sat down, and I'm working on the instrumental version for Worthwhile. I might be recording vocals over it, but.. I will consider upon the results.







Oh.. my ... God..








It..sounds so beautiful............................................................................









I found my sanctuary for the moment... And.... and... I'm in another universe..