Worthwhile.

Walk me through the thorns in this place.
With you, I know where to go.
I bleed only when others try and harm me.
Yet your smile makes me whole again.

Be the sun, where you will light my path.
Be the light, to let me see where I'm supposed to go.

I hear your voice, when I sleep.
I feel your pain, whenever you weep.
I feel you, whenever you smile.
It makes waiting for you all worthwhile.

Walk me through the fire,
Where the burn feels like your serenading touch.
Take me by the hand, make me soar above the skies,
With you, love, we're immortalised.

Be the moon, where the brezze is more relaxing than the morning breeze.
Be a star, because I will try to reach; no matter how high you are.
(No matter how high you are)

I hear your voice, when I sleep.
I feel your pain, whenever you weep.
I feel you, whenever you smile.
It makes waiting for you all worthwhile.
Do you hear me, when I speak?
Do you feel me, when breathe?
Do you know me, when I tell you my story..?
Then maybe, it's all worthwhile.

Now, don't ever turn back.
Keep on walking; towards what you see.
Don't regret, don't lay your eyes on me.
Have no fear, as I will be right behind you; whenever you need me.

Close your eyes, free your mind.
Go for the one you seek.
And when you open your eyes, don't forget that,
I'll be by your side.. Because..

I hear your voice, when I sleep.
I feel your pain, whenever you weep.
I feel you, whenever you smile.
It makes waiting for you all worthwhile.
Do you hear me, when I speak?
Do you feel me, when breathe?
Do you know me, when I tell you my story..?
Then maybe, it's all worthwhile.










Confidential, no more.
These are the lyrics I've been working on; and still working on the arrangements.

Survey II 030608

Honestly, I should be studying -_-

1. Nice to meet you, you're?
Jean Louis.
2. Okay, who was the last person who holds your hand?
Kellyinyee. Only because she said she was cold and she grabbed it in a friendly way. Lol
3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
Nope.
4. Who is the fourth received call on?
I'll skip this question.
5. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
No idea.
6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
The heart shaped sauce thing did by Ning @ Nandos..
7. How many pillows are on your bed?
3.. I'm a friggin king wei!
8. Who was the last text message you sent to?
Ms Belarek!
9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
Mike Portnoy *drools*
10. What was the best thing that happened to you this year?
I ACTUALLY HAVE A JOB!!!!
11. Have you ever had a surprise birthday party?
No.
12. Who/what is the fourth person on your contact list on your phone?
Malas wanna take my phone la..it's charging.
13. When's the last time you cried?
I can't remember. years back, I suppose.
14. What's your favorite sport?
Guitars xD
15. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Maybe.
16. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
John, Bel and kellyinyee <3
17. Is he/she really that funny?
John...... i suspect he's bisexual.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
18. Who do you make fun of the most?
Aisyah ..when she was still in Ikano.. Haha..
19. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone? With who?
I forgot.
20. What lotion do you use?
What lotion? lol..eye cleaning lotion, toner, ...???
21. Have you seen your best friend cry?
I don't have one. lol
22. Where did you last go to eat?
This mexican place in Jaya One.. yummy..
23. Do you dance in the car?
Tire punctured then u know..
24. Your favorite actor?
Quite a number. CAN I CONSIDER JEREMY CLARKSON AS ONE!?!?!!??!?!
25. is your bestfriend(s) on your featured friend?
Uhh..in friendster? I guess.. lol
26. What is the one thing that you cannot stand?
The thought of running out of cash..lol
27. Does your mum vacuum when you're sleeping?
Like as if she'll do that..lol
28. Where do you wanna be right now?
In my bed..seriously.
29. What's your favorite movie?
: heaps
30. If you could talk to anyone on the phone right now who would it be?
Vanesa?
31. What ad is at the top of your screen?
Nothing.
32. Who is in your house right now?
The housemates.
33. What are you listening to?
The spinning fan..
34. What are you watching right now?
Nothing. Powerpoint slides for financial accounting =.=
36. Do you have a hard time admitting you were wrong?
No. If I'm wrong, then I'm wrong. duh.
39. What makes you lose your appetite?
I don't know. Nothing.
40. What color is your laundry basket?
Green. Huhuhu.

Survey 020608

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty
Single.
2) Are you happy with that?
Yep! Very.
3) Would you kiss your ex?
It depends.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Of course..
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?
It depends on the situation..
6) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
No.
7) Do you want children?
And have musician offsprings to take over my legacy, OF COURSE!!! Muahahahahaha..
8) How Many?
An orchestra. So 40 would do?
9.) Would you consider adoption?
I guess?
10) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Not at the moment.. Honestly, I can't be bothered due to my lifestyle. Lol
11) Do you want someone you can’t have?
No.
12) Have you fallen in love?
Of course.
13) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Once in a while isn't that bad, right..?
14) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
I did once. And I changed again. Lol.
15) Is it a good day?
Oh hell yeah!
16) Have you ever broken a heart before?
Yep..
17) Does your ex still have feelings for you?
I can't be bothered. Lol.
18) Do you still have feelings for them?
It depends on which one.
19) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
If the possibilities and intentions are obvious, then yeah.

Thanks Guys!

I just met up with my sister and two other friends that we met before and gotten to know better during the 2 Days of Freedom thing in Port Dickson about a few weeks ago..

Dinner with the kellyinyee, John Cheah and Krystabel! Wheeeee

Just wanted to say thanks for the lovely dinner! First time having nachos and Mexican cuisine.. It's interesting. Small, simple, but very fulfilling! I owe you all one! Wheeeeeeee

This Is To Joyce!

WHEEEE HAHAHAHAAHAHAHH .. your favourite pie! I couldn't salvage it properly, but my favourite pie's still intact.. Wheee!

Must Remember.

FA 1 quiz is from 2-4pm tomorrow.

Must study. If not, screwed. -.-











PLEASE READ THIS JOURNAL ENTRY BESIDES THE CBOX, JEAN LOUIS!!! =.=

To Realise.

It's simple as it sounds, but it's not.

Since young, I've been brought up to stand on both sides of any opposition parties. Although I'm glad that someone brought, in her own words, bad news to me regarding what she saw, and what she felt towards the other individual, makes me feel appreciated in a way.

At least she still cares. And how the other individual spoke of me in a sense that I'd never expect; like I left a bad impression over her or something in the past, but I can't be bothered.

After all, nobody really has the power to judge certain individuals from a point of view. I never liked judging others, although I do bitch about other people and all..

Although it's a bad habit, I'm giving it a shot to reduce that habit, and trying to see things from a different perspective.

Maybe that's why when you told me she spoke disgustedly of me, I didn't mind? Thanks for sharing your thoughts, and I appreciate it a lot. After all, I realised from you that I still do have people around me. And I was never alone; I only chose to be alone.

Mmmhmmm.

He never saw the signs; he never said a word.
He couldn't take another day ..

Carry me to the shoreline;
Bury me in the sand.
Walk me across the water;
And maybe you'll understand..

Or maybe I realise things better, as I sleep..

Besides all that, I spent RM14.90 on a brand new Optrex Eye Bath thing because my optician said that I haven't been taking care of my eye lately .. Can't blame her because I've been wearing expired contact lenses, and I never knew that they'd scratch the cornea.. Now my asthic levels are a little bit higher. And you know what?

I carried my plastic bag, and by accident, I dropped it. And you know that Optrex comes in glass packaging.

So I just dropped Rm14.90. Blahs.

Besides that, my favourite temporary manager's leaving Starbucks Ikano to retreat to another district she was originally from. I didn't get the time to thank her for training me, alongside with others of course, but she said goodbye to us like as if we were going to meet again tomorrow .. or soon.

Maybe that's how Starbucks work?

Or it's about maturity?

Hmmm...

THANKS AISYAH!!!!!!!!!!! AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!










Besides the written above, I'm planning a trip down to Port Dickson this month. Somewhere about the 20th or 27th of June or so .. Wheeee..!