Not to say that I believe in karma, or anything, but if I can't even fulfill my own promises, I don't think anyone else will fulfill their promises towards me.
Guess it works as a double edged sword.
So, what should I do? Branch off from the world, escape from the past and begin a new life?
It's more to like a reset button on a device.
If I do that..
.. Really, how many people will remember of the existence of one who faded?
Another mystery of life, and suicide.