Getting Back On Track.

.. I know I'm not supposed to mention this but..

I just reminded myself of a very important tool to top off my guitar stuff, and that's the Line 6 TonePort UX1 audio interface, which is not available anymore.

But it's just a name change to the Line 6 Pod Studio UX1.

So a few months from now, I hope to get my hands on one of these babies. I think I've been eyeing on one of these for a few years now since a couple of my friends are using it. It's a very powerful tool.

One more time
Show me how to live
One more time
Just let me be

Like the crow overlooking a corpse
Let it be;
Nothing but meat,
Lifeless without a soul.

Like dolls in a museum,
Eyes overlooking on its admirers.
What are you thinking?
What do you see?

The future is a mold,
Of dirt and clay.
Put down the hammers and tools,
But don't remove your hands.

The future holds a light,
But after the light, comes darkness.
Like day, then night.
The sun, then the moon.

Darkness claims the half-hearted.
Decision makers, to decision followers.
The pouring blood,
The missing vision.

The Next Step.

The next step is for me to stop procrastinating and finding short cuts to figure out stuff that should not be figured out to kick myself into gear, and into motivation.

I really hate it when something like this happens, but hey, what to do?

Things are looking pretty okay on my side, I need to learn to relax for quite a bit. But then again, I can't relax too much or I'll end up procrastinating.

The next step refers to me finally calling the dude I'm supposed to meet in Melbourne. Good timing too, because he mentioned on the phone that he was going to leave Melbourne for another two weeks. The only thing I can say besides good timing is..

.. Damn, he travels a lot.

Well, in his position, he'd better be traveling a lot. It's part of his job, so at least he's just being responsible.

So, another call should be lodged during the mid of next month to see if everything goes well.

But that doesn't mean that all will be well.










I should really start saving up for the Melbourne trip. I'm really broke. I'm going to break some rules soon.

PS. Mortal Kombat is awesome. If you hate it, you'd better stick to watching your Teletubbies because I think that is what excites you.

I Know, I Know..

I know I'm not supposed to keep things abstract, but I have trust issues.

Sorry guys.

All I need is for me to be in your prayers, and I hope I don't screw things up. That's good enough for me.










I never felt so lost.

The Beginning Of .. Well, A New Beginning.

Sweet.

So, what's to download now?

Before I End The Night..

Here's a band that many real music enthusiasts know of; and it's sad to say that I just recently discovered pure talent from these guys.

They're called Rush.

And here's one of their songs that I find rather interesting to my ears!



They're simply amazing!

So..

Minor updates:

Uni's being a bitch. I was slightly motivated in one of my subjects that seem like a constant back-2-back workload of assignments that depresses me. Now I see why it should be a group assignment instead of an individual assignment.

Purely, it's my mistake for taking it up as an individual assignment anyway. But hey, too late to turn back now. I've got a few more days until the whole damned thing is due.

Hopefully all goes well. I've been looking at this excel sheet since this morning and trying to figure out if it was alright. Apparently, it's not. How DO people cope, anyway? Or I'll just conclude that my level of understanding is not equal to those around me for this subject.

Or these subjects, for this matter.

Due to this subject, I had to retract to Windows, and running Windows on my Mac. That was how dead serious I was with this assignment because I was too dead lazy to work with it on my netbook (which is collecting dust until Top Gear, House or How I Met Your Mother releases new episodes.)

Ah, fuck. I think I'm beating myself up too much.

Or too little? Maybe going a step further won't hurt much, right?

I know it won't hurt others. At least it'll show some decent outcome if I perform everything rationally.

Oh, and I cut my finger at work. I still can't play the guitar. I cut my finger at work on Saturday afternoon. I decided to slice off the dead skin at the moment, so I see a bit of my red flesh underneath it. It was a deep diagonal cut. It should be alright by next week, I say. More Neil Zaza/Van Halen practice next week! I'm planning on taking up I'm Alright (generic Neil Zaza anthem) and Van Halen's Panama (Just because it's full of rock n roll groove!)



That's about it from me, guys. Hope you all have a good week ahead.

So.

Another night of getting to bed, having the same thoughts, and the same demotivated crap.

Hope you readers are having a better time than I am.

God bless.

Thoughts.

So, another month passed.

And I'm still on the urge of killing myself.

Another one of those thoughts about how people can actually change over time, and never look back.

Which is a good thing.. or a bad thing?

Is change even recommended?

Is change the best method to overcome a certain situation?










Like governments, they will not believe something they spent their time so long to nurture (or invest), even if the outcome is going to reflect bad issues.

Sometimes we have to learn to let go.










Sometimes, I have to learn to let go.