Takin' In The View From The Outside..

Feeling like the underdog..

That's the only rhythm that runs through my head for the moment.

Updates: I pretty much screwed up my finals and a little bit of my work life. But all feels well.

Remember that the keyword is "feels" well.

Anyways, I'm heading home to Penang for the first time in.. 8 months?

It's been long. Even the tickets went up, and I didn't even take note. Great, right? RM 70 for tickets back and forth. I guess this will be the last few times I'll be traveling around or something.

.. OR something ;)

Hehehe.

I'm still considering to take my camera back to Penang to take some shots by the seaside, seeing if I could get some pictures up and running.

Heh.

I'm currently running a monitor check on this laptop seeing if it has any problems. I'm amazed by it because the user had put individual words for characters that looks like Islam-writings or Russian words. I wouldn't know how they would look like, but it's different from our keyboard.

Now the next thing I'm looking forward to; going home to a home that has nobody in it. My parents won't be in Penang, my brother's obviously in Australia wrestling with the Tasmanian Devils.

So I'll be home.

.. Home?

Doesn't feel like it anymore.

And I've only been away for 2 years.

Why?

I'm looking forward to my old friends. Hopefully being able to meet up, that's for sure.

I'm also looking for a second hand phone..

.. Hmmm..

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

Music - is getting a bit out of hand. A little bit too mixed up in many ways. The term "lost" would be perfect to describe it.

Still trying to practice on speed.

How do people go into hyper-speed mode and just seem relaxed with it?

Blah.

JESUS.

LIKE OMFG OK.

Headache.

O4 - HKCU\...\Run: [fpdwai] rundll32.exe "C:\Users\user\AppData\Roaming\gfimbbw.dll,eognqja

Obviously, the rest of the filenames have a different sort of arrangement and file format.

Stupid infected thumbdrives.

Thank goodness I don't keep much information in my laptop or they'd probably be stolen -_-

And I'm tensed.

But.

Hello. You're sleeping soundly.

Problem is, you're not snoring.

=(

I'm worried.

But then again, you're finally sleeping.

Hello.

I miss you.

CIBAI LAH.

KANNINEH PUKI MA CHAO HAI STUPID FUCKING SHITBALLS.

WHO IN THE BLOODY FUCK WORLD WANTS TO FUCKING KNOW ABOUT THE HISTORY OF ACCOUNTING?!

!@&#%^?!@$*!&%!#*%&!%#!&#&!@
^!%&!@$*!&@$#!&@#

LANCIAO LAAAH

Blank.

You won't find it here
Look another way
You won't find it here
So die another day

Andy Who?

At some point, it wasn't up to what some of us were expecting. Was good, but it could have been better.

But anyways, here are some pictures.

Huhuhu..

Bad shots, indeed.

Simplified Mentality.

Whenever you are vocal regarding your opinions and want to ensure that it all goes well, people say that you're a little bit too loud.

So the next time I'm required to assist something important, or an event, you can get my mobile number and shove it right in between of your ass.

If you do not require full corporation, then just say it, retards.

Photographic Updates.

Here's a few things that happened lately.

The reason why I decided to post up some pictures is because I can touchy-touchy a little bit on LightRoom.

I just got home from Pavillion. Got my first top from Heritage 1821 or 1981, or something like that. It's a Forever 21 branch. The designs are somewhat similar to TopMan, which are entirely European, so I wouldn't want to wear such things.

Until I found this:


And at Starbucks? I managed to compile my rewards. The most recent reward I managed to get would be the M.U.G. award - an award where I managed to take at least 256 employee beverages in mugs / tumblers instead of using plastic cups and harming the environment!


Just joking. The M.U.G. award stands for the Moves of Uncommon Greatness award - Something you've performed for the store - regardless to partners or customers - that goes beyond your job scope, in a way. The reason why I got this award would be that I came in for my shift hours before due to a voluntary act without being requested. This happened due to lack of partners on the day.

Then comes the certification of being a Store Coffee Master and an In-Store Learning Coach.



The In-Store Learning Coach is a position where a partner is certified to go through a Barista Training Programme with new partners in coaching them in accordance to Starbucks' standards. It has been a very interesting experience for me as I meet plenty of people with different personality - causing me to have the ability to adapt towards others like working in different stores in a short period of time.


The Store Coffee Master shows a partner (of any sort in Starbucks) having great passion in what they do; regardless if it's doing a Tall Latte, or grinding a 1 pound whole bean French Roast for customers, it's about the passion that you have for the job. Accompanied by a Black Apron, having the ability and knowledge to explain what's what to customers; not correcting what they know, but educating them regarding the coffee culture and how we roast, sell and compare beans against each other.














Next up? Ain't going to be much. What was it again? Andy Timmons? ;)

The Current Must-Pickup!

It's the long-awaited album, Schzzowphrenic, by Schizzow himself.

If you all followed up on the previous Sentimentalities project by Fundamental Mentalities in 2006, I believe you are most familar with the person on the mic most of the time.

Schizzow, I believe, would be the only member in FDM who ventured off in producing his music with help from his buddies.

I have yet to listen and see the final product. My curiousity builds up per day, and I can't wait to get my hands on my own copy!

Bleh.

And I'm happy to say that I got featured on this album twice! :D

Anyways, for more info, click here.

When it ticks, when does it tock?

4 hours. But I've been sitting down for 6 hours.

And I finished one assignment.

Now for the last one.

And I'm looking at my facebook, and my MSN being off. The first time I remembered I would do something like this was 2 years ago.

When I moved to KL, and just studied.

Better concentration.

Accompanied by music.

.. God, does time pass by so quickly.

Time to settle the next assignment before it tocks.

Even if..

If I die tomorrow
I'd be all right
Because I believe
That after we're gone
The spirit carries on

Never Judge A Book By Its Cover.

Fat.

Obese.

Not sexy looking.

Or yummy.

Not a looker.

Who cares. I lead my life as how I like it. And most people are okay with the way I am.

I'm imperfect in so many ways, yet people still accept me for who I am.

The beauty of life is when you feel numb.











What am I now?

I miss you.