Another Day, Down.

It's funny and interesting to watch how people gets easily demotivated and easily lazy after a certain amount of period.

Usually, some of us would like to make the best out of something whenever we have the chance. But for most people, I guess I can't say the same.

Oh well. It's my loss, I suppose.











*yawns*

I've got a quiz tomorrow. Yay. -_-

I Think..

I know what's the problem with me.

I haven't been getting enough sleep.

Therefore, I got myself 2 new pillows, and it looks great. Looks are deceiving, so I'm not sure if it'll feel great, anyway.

Whatever it is, time to do pillow testing. If it works, I won't be blogging for a bit. .XD

Although I should be studyhing for the moment, but after what happened @ Ikano & The Curve, I think I need rest. hohohoho..

I've got a quiz this Monday and Wednesday. My finals are up in about 3 weeks' time? I should really start studying now since my coffee notes are completed. That's no big issue. Hohohoho..

And assignments too.

I should start studying for Management Accounting, Financial Accounting, Commercial Law, AIS and the Coffee & Tea resource manual very VERY soon.

Hohohoho............












These few weeks are going to be very interesting.

Reassurance Assured.

I was doing my assignment after my previous blogpost.

Until I accidentally clicked on my own profile for facebook, and then I saw the videos I uploaded.

Then started watching all of them.....

Then listened to Dream Theater....

..... Then grabbed my guitar and started my finger exercises all over again..











Shows how rusty I am. But hey, my feel and signature "sound" is still there. My "voice" is still intact.











Me likey. :)

Reassuring Myself.

No more codes, no more bullshit, and no more lies.

It didn't take me long to realise I have changed drastically from my old self.

I mean, like seriously.

I have been avoiding myself by not writing truthful items about myself, and it just went haywired today.

Therefore, I've decided to reassure myself after a phone conversation with a friend of mine as she made me open my eyes to see what's going on.

I saw, a roundabout, McDs, IKEA, Ikano, trees, and the steering wheel.

But if you were to pass by, you were to see the same, except in the car, with that little boy on the phone, he was on fire. Just a minor flame on the tip of his shoulders; waiting for it to get bigger and bigger, and eventually, it'll take his life away.

That would be me.

I do take things seriously; just that I take things more seriously this time.

Thus, resulting a more aggressive side of myself where I should not be, because everybody I see, whom I work with, and talk to, will share an equal amount of respect regardless if they are better/worse/more irritating/kinder than we are.

I have to remember that I once laughed at those who made small matters a very big issue because it is childish. I have to laugh at myself to have the equivalent issue.

I have to admit one thing that you all have and I don't. No matter how happy I am, I'm missing of the core essentials that makes human a human. And that is to love, and to be loved by others. Respect is irrelavent because it's friends I am missing of.

I'm not saying that I don't appreciate every one of you that I talk to, just that.. it's you that you've been missing in my life to make me whole again.

Which you, you might be wondering? Childish as it sounds, but it's actually all of you.

If you were to see me about the streets in KL, you'll notice that I'll be moving about without anyone else.

Therefore, I've decided to go again back to the basics. I need to re-evaluate whatever I've done, what I need to do, what mistakes I've commited, and what I need to do to overcome such problems.

Some people may be idiots. Stubborn idiots, as we all know. But it is not our loss for us to give them another chance. They can be better at heart without knowing it.

I have to give myself a chance to change whatever negative, to the positive side.

The world doesn't revolve or wait for one person. It revolves with everybody on it; even if you were to be left with tears on the side of the streets.

I always know how to pick myself up, and move on regardless what were to happen. But to move on with the right mindset, and maturity. How's that supposed to be?

I just know how to walk. What happens later, happens later. I wouldn't even bother even if there were something drastic were to take place.

Unless if it's something unreasonable.

So, I need to:

1. Re-prioritise my studies as my finals are coming up really soon.
2. Respect all working partners with equity regardless their status, title and attitude.
3. Be myself. Like seriously, myself. Before all this happened.
4. Keep those who have perished in memory, as they watch over what I do.
5. Reassuring deterimination.
6. Reassuring passion.
7. Spend more time with music studies due to neglection.
8. And most importantly; complain less.
   

Well, it's about time, and it will never happen until I start now. I need to find myself again, to see who I once was, and be a better person from there onwards.

Not like an asshole like who I am today.











So, cheers to everything that has happened, and tomorrow's another bright day to start off with.











And 23 more days until my vacation begins.

1st December = Penang = Self-road trip = NSE MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then it's back to the rempit days. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA

I AM GETTING SEXUALLY EXCITED THINKING ABOUT PETROL AND ENGINE REVS <3

Another Random Post.

The skies fall,
turns red.
With crows overwatching the blood being spilt,
due to mankind's stupidity.

The innocent fall,
the tears causes the flood.
But nobody cares,
because the majority wins.

The wind cries,
till it burns.
Tell me, what do you want?
What is it that went wrong?

The black hole exists,
of both man and mind.
Perish.





.. Perish.

Mampos.

I'm going to tear my head off very soon.

Been working everyday since last LAST Thursday.

Ouch.

Mampos.

Then again, Starbucks enters its final promotional season for the year; which is Christmas.

Hohohoho..










:)

The 18 Personal Love Question.

18 personal love questions if you opened it, you have to do it. or ur loved 1 will be in an accident. Love Survey: You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!

1.Are you currently in a relationship?
Nope.

2.Have you ever been given a rose?
Nope.

3.What is your all-time favorite action and comedy?
I kind of forgot, kot. Mostly the Rush Hour series.. hohoho..

4.Are you in love right now?
Maybe yes, maybe no.

5.Do you believe that everyone has a soulmate?
Maybe.

6.What's your current problem?
I don't know.

7.Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes. Constantly.

8.Your thoughts on online or long distance relationships?
I don't mind. Went through one before.

9.Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yes.

11.How many kids you want to have?
As long as I can count, unlike the creator of this survey .. Who lost count and missed out question 10..

12.What is/are your favorite color/s?
White, black, cinnamon roast..starbucks roast..dark roast..green coffee..coffee cherries..........

13.Who is your celebrity crush
Mike Portnoy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Or wait a minute. That all-girl band by Mike Mangini. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAH

14.Do you believe you truly only love once?
I think I've reached that point.

15.Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
No..

16.Do you believe in love at first sight?
...

17.What song u want to be played at your wedding ?
Dream Theater - As I Am. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

18 Do you like anyone?
A lot of people for their passion in whatever they do. And a lot of other people because of their interesting stupidity..